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new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)-第60部分

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at all。 His eyes were only 
for Alice。 She went quickly to his side; they didn't embrace like other 
couples meeting there。 They only 
stared into each other's faces; yet; somehow; the moment was so private that I 
still felt the need to look 
away。 
Carlisle and Esme waited in a quiet corner far from the line for the metal 
detectors; in the shadow of a 
wide pillar。 Esme reached for me; hugging me fiercely; yet awkwardly; because 
Edward kept his arms 
around me; too。 
〃Thank you so much;〃 she said in my ear。 
Then she threw her arms around Edward; and she looked like she would be crying 
if that were possible。 
〃Youwill never put me through :hat again;〃 she nearly growled。 
Edward grinned; repentant。 〃Sorry; Mom。〃 
〃Thank you; Bella;〃 Carlisle said。 〃We owe you。〃 
〃Hardly;〃 I mumbled。 The sleepless night was suddenly overpowering。 My head 
felt disconnected from 
my body。 
〃She's dead on her feet;〃 Esme scolded Edward。 〃Let's get her home。〃 
Not sure if home was what I wanted at this point; I stumbled; half…blind; 
through the airport; Edward 
dragging me on one side and Esme on the other。 I didn't know if Alice and 
Jasper were behind us or not; 
and I was too exhausted to look。 
I think I was mostly asleep; though I was still walking; when we reached their 
car。 The surprise of seeing 
Emmett and Rosalie leaning against the black sedan under the dim lights of the 
parking garage revived me 
some。 Edward stiffened。 
〃Don't;〃 Esme whispered。 〃She feels awful。〃 
〃She should;〃 Edward said; making no attempt to keep his voice down。 
〃It's not her fault;〃 I said; my words garbled with exhaustion。 
〃Let her make amends;〃 Esme pleaded。 〃We'll ride with Alice and Jasper。〃 
Edward glowered at the absurdly lovely blond vampire waiting for us。 
〃Please; Edward;〃 I said。 I didn't want to ride with Rosalie any more than he 
seemed to; but I'd caused 
more than enough discord in his family。 
He sighed; and towed me toward the car。 
Emmett and Rosalie got in the front seat without speaking; while Edward pulled 
me in the back again。 I 
knew I wasn't going to be able to fight my eyelids anymore; and I laid my head 
against his chest in defeat; 
letting them close。 I felt the car purr to life。 
〃Edward;〃 Rosalie began。 
〃I know。〃 Edward's brusque tone was not generous。 
〃Bella?〃 Rosalie asked softly。 
My eyelids fluttered open in shock。 It was the first time she'd ever spoken 
directly to me。 
〃Yes; Rosalie?〃 I asked; hesitant。 
〃I'm so very sorry; Bella。 I feel wretched about every part of this; and so 
grateful that you were brave 
enough to go save my brother after what I did。 Please say you'll forgive me。〃 
The words were awkward; stilted because of her embarrassment; but they seemed 
sincere。 
〃Of course; Rosalie;〃 I mumbled; grasping at any chance to make her hate me a 
little less。 〃It's not your 
fault at all。 I'm the one who jumped off the damn cliff。 Of course I forgive 
you。〃 
The words came out like mush。 
〃It doesn't count until she's conscious; Rose;〃 Emmett chuckled。 
〃I'm conscious;〃 I said; it just sounded like a garbled sigh。 
〃Let her sleep;〃 Edward insisted; but his voice was a little warmer。 
It was quiet then; except for the gentle thrum of the engine。 I must have 
fallen asleep; because it seemed 
like seconds later when the door opened and Edward was carrying me from the 
car。 My eyes wouldn't 
open。 At first I thought we were still at the airport。 
And then I heard Charlie。 
〃Bella!〃 he shouted from some distance。 
〃Charlie;〃 I mumbled; trying to shake off the stupor。 
〃Shh;〃 Edward whispered。 〃It's okay; you're home and safe。 Just sleep。〃 
〃I can't believe you have the nerve to show your face here。〃 Charlie bellowed 
at Edward; his voice much 
closer now。 
〃Stop it; Dad;〃 I groaned。 He didn't hear me。 
〃What's wrong with her?〃 Charlie demanded。 
〃She's just very tired; Charlie;〃 Edward assured him quietly。 〃Please let her 
rest。〃 
〃Don't tell me what to do!〃 Charlie yelled。 〃Give her to me。 Get your hands 
off her!〃 
Edward tried to pass me to Charlie; but I clung to him with locked; tenacious 
fingers。 I could feel my dad 
yanking on my arm。 
〃Cut it out; Dad;〃 I said with more volume。 I managed to drag my lids back to 
stare at Charlie with bleary 
eyes。 〃Be mad at me。〃 
We were in front of my house。 The front door was standing open。 The cloud 
cover overhead was too 
thick to guess at a time of day。 
〃You bet I will be;〃 Charlie promised。 〃Get inside。〃 i'〃Kay。 Let me down;〃 I 
sighed。 
Edward set me on my feet。 I could see that I was upright; but I couldn't feel 
my legs。 I trudged forward 
anyway; until the sidewalk swirled up toward my face。 Edward's arms caught me 
before I hit the 
concrete。 
〃Just let me get her upstairs;〃 Edward said。 〃Then I'll leave。〃 
〃No;〃 I cried; panicking。 I hadn't got my answers yet。 He had to stay for at 
least that much; didn't he? 
〃I won't be far;〃 Edward promised; whispering so low in my ear that Charlie 
didn't have a hope of 
hearing。 
I didn't hear Charlie answer; but Edward headed into the house。 My open eyes 
only made it till the stairs。 
The last thing I felt was Edward's cool hands prying my fingers loose from his 
shirt。 
 23。 THE TRUTH
I HAD THE SENSE THAT I'D BEEN ASLEEP FOR A VERY long time—my body was stiff; 
like I 
hadn't moved once through all that time; either。 My mind was dazed and slow; 
strange; colorful 
dreams—dreams and nightmares—swirled dizzily around the inside of my head。 
They were so vivid。 The 
horrible and the heavenly; all mixed together into a bizarre jumble。 There was 
sharp impatience and fear; 
both part of that frustrating dream where your feet can't move fast enough 
And there were plenty of 
monsters; red…eyed fiends that were all the more ghastly for their genteel 
civility。 The dream was still 
strong—I could even remember the names。 But the strongest; clearest part of 
the dream was not the 
horror。 It was the angel that was most clear。 
It was hard to let him go and wake up。 This dream did not want to be shoved 
away into the vault of 
dreams I refused to revisit。 I struggled with it as my mind became more alert; 
focusing on reality。 I 
couldn't remember what day of the week it was; but I was sure Jacob or school 
or work or something 
was waiting for me。 I inhaled deeply; wondering how to face another day。 
Something cold touched my forehead with the softest pressure。 
I squeezed my eyes more tightly shut。 I was still dreaming; it seemed; and it 
felt abnormally real。 I was so 
close to waking any second now; and it would be gone。 
But I realized that it felt too real; too real to be good for me。 The stone 
arms I imagined wrapped around 
me were far too substantial。 If I let this go any further; I'd be sorry for it 
later。 With a resigned sigh; I 
wrenched back my eyelids to dispel the illusion。 
〃Oh!〃 I gasped; and threw my fists over my eyes。 
Well; clearly; I'd gone too far; it must have been a mistake to let my 
imagination get so out of hand。 
Okay; so 〃let〃 was the wrong word。 I'd forced it to get out of hand—pretty 
much stalked my 
hallucinations—and now my mind had snapped。 
It took less than half a second for me to realize that; as long as I was truly 
insane now; I might as well 
enjoy the delusions while they were pleasant。 
I opened my eyes again—and Edward was still there; his perfect face just 
inches away from mine。 
〃Did I frighten you?〃 His low voice was anxious。 This was very good; as 
delusions went。 The face; the 
voice; the scent; everything—it was so much better than drowning。 The 
beautiful figment of my 
imagination watched my changing expressions; with alarm。 His irises were 
pitch…black; with bruise…like 
shadows under them。 This surprised me; my hallucinatory Edwards were usually 
better fed。 
I blinked twice; desperately trying to remember the last thing that I was sure 
was real。 Alice was part of 
my dream; and I wondered if she had really e back at all; or if that was 
just the preamble。 I thought 
she'd returned the day I'd nearly drowned 
〃Oh; crap〃 I croaked。 My throat was thick with sleeping。 
〃What's wrong; Bella?〃 
I frowned at him unhappily。 His face was even more anxious than before。 
〃I'm dead; right?〃 I moaned。 〃I did drown。 Crap; crap; crap! This is gonna 
kill Charlie。〃 
Edward frowned; too。 〃You're not dead。〃 
〃Then why am I not waking up?〃 I challenged; raising my eyebrows。 
〃You are awake; Bella。〃 
I shook my head。 〃Sure; sure。 That's what you want me to think。 And then it 
will be worse when I do 
wake up。 If I wake up; which I won't; because I'm dead。 This is awful。 Poor 
Charlie。 And Renee and 
Jake〃 I trailed off in horror at what I had done。 
〃I can see where you might confuse me with a nightmare。〃 His short…lived smile 
was grim。 〃But I can't 
imagine what you could have done to wind up in hell。 Did you mit many 
murders while I was away?〃 
I grimaced。 〃Obviously not。 If I was in hell; you wouldn't be with me。〃 
He sighed。 
My head was getting clearer。 My eyes flickered away from his face—unwillingly
—for one second; to the 
dark; open window; and then back to him。 I started to remember details and I 
felt a faint; unfamiliar 
blush warm the skin over my cheekbones as I slowly realized that Edward was 
really; truly here with me; 
and I was wasting time being an idiot。 
〃Did all of that really happen; then?〃 It was almost impossible to reassign my 
dream as reality。 I couldn't 
wrap my head around the concept。 
〃That depends。〃 Edward's smile was still hard。 〃If you're referring to us 
nearly being massacred in Italy; 
then; yes。〃 
〃How strange;〃 I mused。 〃I really went to Italy。 Did you know I'd never been 
farther east than 
Albuquerque?〃 
He rolled his eyes。 〃Maybe you should go back to sleep。 You're not coherent。〃 
〃I'm not tired anymore。〃 It was all ing clear now。 〃What time is it? How 
long have I been sleeping?〃 
〃It's just after one in the morning。 So; about fourteen hours。〃 
I stretched as he spoke。 I was so stiff。 
〃Charlie?〃 I asked。 
Edward frowned。 〃Sleeping。 You should probably know that I'm breaking the 
rules right now。 Well; not 
technically; since he said I was never to walk through his door again; and I 
came in the window But; 
still; the intent was clear。〃 
〃Charlie banned you from the house?〃 I asked; disbelief quickly melting into 
fury。 
His eyes were sad。 〃Did you expect anything else?〃 
My eyes were mad。 I was going to have a few words with my father—perhaps it 
would be a good time 
to remind him that I was over the legal age of adulthood。 It didn't matter so 
much; of course; except in 
principle。 All too soon there would be no reason for the prohibition。 I turned 
my thoughts to less painful 
avenues。 
〃What's the story?〃 I asked; genuinely curious; but also trying desperately to 
keep the conversation 
casual; to keep a firm grip on myself; so I wouldn't scare him away with the 
frantic; gnawing craving that 
was raging inside me。 
〃What do you mean?〃 
〃What am I telling Charlie? What's my excuse for disappearing for how long 
was I gone; anyway?〃 I 
tried to count the hours in my head。 
〃Just three days。〃 His eyes tightened; but he s
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